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I HATE it here. I hate people that smoke weed. It's disgusting and almost everyone here does it because it's "boring" here. I hate people that don't do anything with they're lives and look at me like I'm boring because I go to college and don't party all of the time. Sorry I want to have a better life than the rest of the faggots I graduated with. It's retarded and I wish they would all die.

Current Mood: annoyed

it's my birthday tomorrow, bitches! 21!

Sex

Sex

Sex!!!!

UGHH, I'm so deprived it's not even FUNNY. My beau's parents both have shitty jobs now, so they're both home basically all of the time. NO. NOOOO. That's where we have our fun at, because no one EVER used to be home. I have been dealing with this for 4 months now. FOUR MONTHS. Yea, we sneaked a few times in here and there, but WAT. This shit is retarded!

And my parent's house isn't even an option. He "can't come over while I'm the only one home". Gee, I wonder why? Maybe because they're strict-hitler asshooooleessss! Dx


So guess what the remedy is?

We're renting a hotel for two days so we can fuck constantly! OH SHIT~

Current Mood: horny

I messed up my pinky and some of my ring finger today. It sucks balls! I can't drive without hurting my hand, even typing hurts it. My pinky won't stop bleeding, so it's wrapped in some serious gauze. I can't bend either of them and they're pretty swollen. I have a ring on my ring finger (lol, duh) and I can't even get it off! MUWAHAH!

Tags: ew, i'm in pain, wtf
Current Mood: lazy

Lately has been so boring! Winter is one of my favorite seasons because of the holidays, but after they're done, there is nothing to do! I live in a tourist town, so I only have a job in the summer and right now, I only have one class in college! It's actually an interesting class. It's part philosophy, psychology, and literature. We have 3 teachers, 2 in class, 1 online, and it's insane. I'm basically a beta-tester because this is the first time our college has done anything like this. It's awesome!

Oh, and another thing. I've gone to 2 weddings in the past month. What's up with that? One of them was awesome, though. It was on new years eve, so we partied at the reception until 2am. The other one was my half sister's wedding, so I got to catch up with my father's side of the family. It's really nice to see people who never try to stay in contact with you. *Cough* So yeah, basically I'm taking ideas from these weddings and hopefully will use them to make an even more kick ass wedding for Nick and I! MUWAHAHA

Oh, on an end note here's this:



Lol, if you go and watch it on youtube, you laugh your ass off reading people's comments!

Tags: bored, shamwow, shave the batman, weddings, wtf is this shit
Current Mood: bouncy

So recently, I've been a little moody and down. I had a doctor's appointment last week and he confirmed that I was having issues and sudden weight gain, so he switched my birth control. So now, I've been on the new stuff for only three days, so it has yet to kick in. So I've still been moody and my face is breaking out slightly, but I had this really odd urge the other night to open up Microsoft word and I just typed. Nothing I typed even had to do with me, I was just typing a story. It was odd, and even though I really like the story I began, I'm a little hesitant to show it to anyone. It's raw; it's a love story, nothing too sex-oriented yet, but it's really weird that I'm typing something like this. Nick and I are having no problems in our love life, so maybe I'm just a pervert!

Tags: story
Current Location: Basement, Home
Current Mood: devious
Current Music: Some X-Men game my brother is playing

I watched a special on Sept. 11th about the Twin Towers and the terrorists and crap. Well, I was young when it actually happened, so now looking back on it, I'm for some reason scared. Don't get me wrong, I've always been afraid of death, but now I keep getting paranoid that some people, not necessarily terrorists, are going to come into my house and kill me. It’s WEIRD, I know! But anyways, lemme evaluate on the death thing a little more. I’m afraid of death to those around me, not to myself. I’m afraid that someone close to me is just going to die and I’ll never see them again. It SCARES me, and I hate that. It makes me feel weak, but it could be worse and I could fear my own death, but I don’t. Because what’s there to be afraid of? I don’t believe in god or whatever bull religions are out there, so I’m not afraid of not being accepted into a “sacred” place when I die. I’m going to die and my body will be sliced open for my organs that need to be used to save someone’s life and I’ll be ashes. Or maybe I’ll even donate my body in the name of science like the bodies we use in Anatomy and Physiology. Anyways, I’m blabbering, but basically, I just came to the realization of this today, that I truly fear death around me, not my own death. Because when I actually thought about it, it all clicked and I was like, “Ohh, ok. That makes sense now!” So this post was mostly for me to spill out my emotions. But isn’t that what a journal is for, anyways? :P

Tags: sept11 death
Current Location: da basement
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Shacklers Revenge-GNR

So...my sis is getting married soon. She felt the need to beat me to it. :P I'm excited for her and can't wait to go to her wedding. She's older than I am, so she doesn't have the mixed responses like I do when I tell people about being engaged. It's odd...people are happy for me when I tell them. Some are WAY too happy. "When's the wedding?" "Where will it be?" Who, what, where, why, and how! Then some people just think it's stupid and we'll regret it later. I don't feel rushed about it, though. I feel like since we're going to be together forever, we don't need to get married this instant. Not to mention the fact that we CAN'T AFFORD IT!
But anyways, here's some cheesy pics to end this post!

Current Location: Dining Room
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Destiny-Smiley